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It was dated, May 26^th. A really disappointing felling I got that night. So I made things cleared, we broke up. And it’s not easily to get rid of all felling of care that we have each other, so we continue our relationship as normal, excluding status.

September 30^th, since we had a big arguing conversation, and it ended with a dejected scene. None of us had a deal, so it’d made my decision clear. I need to not think of her ever since. I guess all of this can’t go any further. She couldn’t make a right decision that I need. And it actually show how much does she still be concerned of me.

I couldn’t hold much longer. I couldn’t stay as it was no problem.

That night, a bloody dark Sunday, I’d made up my mind.

It was only me started that night, not with her anymore. Now I hold a scar deep inside of my heart. And try to not to think about it, with my best, even it’ll be hard I know.

It’s tough you know, to leave someone who used to take place in the core of your heart in the very dark bottom of your memory.

Please, to all of you those have been read this. Never ask me about anything. Let me go and feel more sunshine in my day.

Lastly, for the former princess of my heart, I still adore you. And I still want you to hold my ring and be my consort on the future…